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pain drain

ive been in a lot of pain since my motorbike misadventure some moths ago

and ive been working through it: chainsawing trees, double wielding cameras

in physio, taking drugs, not taking drugs, drinking cider everyday (which is actually great painkiller: nurofen and paracetamol don't touch the sides...cocodamol works but gives me kidney ache)

not sleeping and generally being unamused

went back to see a specialist today who recommended that i have key-hole surgery to fuse a mesh between the two parts of tendon that will never heal butt

that would mean i'll be completely out of action for the next two to three months after

i COULD retrain my brain and remaining two tendons to pick up the strain and eventually be back to normal but it's not so straight forward

i COULD have a steroid injection but the window for operating is closing (unlike the tear in my tendon)

i declined operation, took the injection dn Weill try more physio and mental gymnastics

i'm bored of talking about it

and i'm probably boring people talking about

i'm bored of being in pain

moving on...

Perous Secret Diary - Keep Out: November 10, 2025