ill-treatment
i've got video treatment overload.
wrote what i thought was the/my best video EVER to be told that it was 'one step too far' for the project i'm writing on AND that it would be technically impossible for the budget available to make it anyway.
i'm becoming quite manic again: i get really over-excited about what i'm working on and obsessively go at it until i reach some kind of satisfactory conclusion.
then exhausted, i still can't sleep because i'm still thinking about everything.
and then when something stalls for whatever reason, i'm crushed.
this was compounded today when i decided that if my 'great' idea couldn't be made, i'd come up with another to replace it.
unfortunately the idea that i came up with might be too 'out there' again and my rep wants me to go back to my first scrapped idea (before my favourite one) and write that up even though i'd abandoned it AND write up the new idea too...
AND i'm shooting a big fashion story on friday which i also have to write and prep.
my brain's not big enough to fit it all in.
georgina came down for the day.
james jump started the massey ferguson and i gave maximum and z dangerously fast tractor rides round the back field.
brian cooked up a big roast lamb lunch for everyone.
i have a beard.
i don't want a beard.
i don't have time to do anything about my beard.
i need to learn how to touch type properly.
:(
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