
WAKE UP
got to bed at 1.30am this morning.
ate a soreen malt loaf for dinner just before.
z came and woke me up at 5.30am.
it's hard not to say, 'oh, please fuck off' to my 5 year old, at these times.
i can't function on 4hrs sleep.
5 and i'm alive but there's not too much sense coming out.
i need 6 minimum for proper function.
8 or more is ideal and preferred.
i can't sleep past 8am, regardless of when i go to sleep.
mrs.perou absent with leave so...
took sons to swimming lessons.
z has a cold so skipped it.
when i'm tired, i'm unpleasantly grumpy and short tempered.
could hear myself being less patient with the sons than ususal, sadly.
mrs.perou returned after lunchtime
and i returned to retouching.
till i couldn't see my screens no more.
new cs5 looks sci-fi crazy.
now retouchers don't need skills either, it's not just 'photographers'