
jobbies
the constant pains in my shoulder and arm are starting to really bother me.
for the first time in 4 weeks, since the 'incident' the pain's starting to depress me: feels like it'll never get better.
tweaked the 'samuel l jackson' pictures and put them up HERE.
unfortunately retouching is aggravating the pain.
tried hard not to do any manual labour around the farm.
'working through it' hasn't seemed to help.
not a great day today: mislaid two jobs.
one in NY and the other a big(ish) uk campaign: both client's briefs changed making my skills surplus to requirements.
this follows another job going 'off' on friday.
there's a LOT of this about at the moment.
job's on, job's off.
dates changing.
postponing.
changing briefs.
i HATE losing work.
especially if it's looked likely that i'll get a job.
i've got a deal with my agent now that she won't tell me unless a job is confirmed 100%
but somehow i still get to hear about the 80%-90% confirmed jobs that become 'non-jobs'.
it's worse in TV land.
i don't say i'm doing something now till i'm actually doing it.