
an actual dead mouse
probably killed and played with by a cat called mouse...
sadistic, cats, aren't they?
i think this mouse has been rained on post death, which is the reason why his fur looks unusual.

38901 SMITH
i collected reg (what was left of him) from the cemetary before mick took him and scattered him over his parent's grave in woolwich.
reg's ashes were heavier than i had anticipated...but he was 'big man'.
i was very, very weird to think about reg being in this small box.
it's funny how keen we are to not be just a number in life.
reg's number is 38901.
today, i've been pushing to get the farm and the perou factory exchanged.
it takes sooo long to buy/sell houses.
after this next move, i never want to move again, ever.
did not have lunch with my agent as expected but did drive in to see my friend crispin for a sandwich on his company's new balcony.
death is everywhere (there are flies on the windscreen)...