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i-shit

i-shit

can't get my poxy i-chat AV to recognise my people who are online and up for it.
firewall hell.

i have become so reliant on technology it hurts.
i spend more time in front of my computer than doing anything else...including sleeping.
i can no longer function properly without access to the internet.
this (over)dependancy is troubling me.
:(

today, i have been able to feel the adrenaline in my veins.
the whole day, i have had something like 'nervous energy' keeping me stressed and on edge.
i'm constantly aware that clocks are ticking and i haven't got enough time to do what i need to.
i really crave watching some of the TV that i've taped (important stuff like battlestar gallactica etc..) or just sitting down for a minute.
i don't have time for breakfast or lunch.
people keep telling me this is ridiculous, but i can't see a way out of it.

got up with my children at 6.30am.
and after a trip to the observer to show them the morrissey pictures, spent many hours here, in my office, in front of THAT computer, answering emails, retouching and on the phone sorting out old shoots and new etc etc...

the house crisis is becomming just that.
it turns out the perou factory is more unique and irreplaceable that we had ever thought.
which means we actually face a situation where we have nowhere to move and actually could become homeless for real.
if we could find somewhere to go, we could go there...but if we can't, we still have to go regardless...
HA!
:(

finally, there are some pictures of the beautiful gillian anderson here from the shoot last year.

there's also some new diary stuff from switzerland.
check the NEW section of the gallery for convienient updates.

tomorrow, i'm shooting 'david gilmore' at his house(boat).

wish you were here...